what doesn't kill you only makes you strong.er

exam's over, project's over too. finally the long awaited.
and i should feel happy, delighted, ecstatic, blessed....
but i'm not at all.

i feel like a failure.
failure in handling r/s. be it fren, family, coll.
and you're right. my facial expression tells it all.
i'm not a good pretender.
and i can't hide.
but i choose to escape.
till i couldn't take it any longer.

i'm not clear-minded.
i do not know what i want.
what's right and wrong.
what am i thinking?
my thoughts and action.

i went to run. after the dinner with af.
it was past 12.
i couldn't care much.
running is the only way to relieve my pain.
unconsciously, tears just flow down my chin.
i continued running. hoping it will bring me away.

always excite me when he's back in town!
oosssH!

first xmas celebration started as early as on the 18th
everyday was so packed with partying and meeting friends and relatives till the 27th.
i've totally no time for getting gifts for anybody yet
still have presentation slides to prepare , which is next week!
arghh!
Dec is such a festive mood
BUT! WHY! why do i still have to go through FYP!

i'm meeting my bestie for xmas party later.
pardon me. i'll grab something from the mart and go.
this is so dis-organised.

i wish i've more time! =/

nonsensical guys are so irritating

especially empty vessels

counting down. . .

have a haircut with my fav. girl.

a new hair colour.

have my nails painted.

bought new dresses and accessories.

visit ho ho ho.

all set for the BIG DAY!


BUT...! before the arrival of the special day, i have to prepare for my presentation slides. =/

felt so cheated for both days.
so broke now.
=(